REMINISCENCE

when i thought things were back to the way it was,
i didn't know i was so wrong.

things changed right after that period.
we become distant.
we stopped communicating.
we stopped meeting up for shopping, baking sessions and all.

I blogged on this not to rant but to state a fact cause I'm sick of being alone.
I thought we were close friends but I guess we are not.
I thought you were someone I could rely on but I guess things changed.
I thought we would be like that I wrote on that note, but I doubt so now.

I do have to admit that I am jealous but I won't do anything now.
Maybe I am just thinking too much or what,
but I don't really want to end this friendship.

I probably should guess that the person should know who is she.
All I wish is that we were back to normal.